That's where you'll take me...

2011-12-30T12:34:00.002+08:00

And it's the 2nd last day before 2012! I've been back for nearly 3 weeks now. okay good life, eating sleeping playing. no need to cook myself anymore. no need to wash my laundry anymore. haha. just that the weather got me bathing 3 times a day initially. but now i think it's good. i'm back and adapted (although my face isn't and it's popping pimples like 1 a day).

on a side note, i really hate bidding. i don't get it how come this is my SIXTH semester and bidding NEVER fails to cock up on me. EACH AND EVERY TIME I HAVE TO BID SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN. damn.

but then again, 2012 is coming! and it's a new year so i want to study hard for my next semester which i have to overload with 6 modules. oh kill me please stab me. stab stab stab. new year resolution? GO EXERCISE!!! go gym go swim go whatever. i need to exercise and lose all that fatty acids of mine. trouble areas - thighs, tummy, arms.

okay happy new year. 2011 was memorable. haha.

2011-11-14T17:13:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is officially the last day of my exchange programme. the last day of exams. the last day of being a UNSW student.

somehow... time passes kind of fast. like really really fast. because the scene on 9th July at 10pm in changi airport is still fresh in my head. what i wore. what my friends wore. who were there. and then poof, now i'm going to step back to changi airport again! back to my home sweet home. back to the marcus who is now a big boy.

and suddenly i feel wierd. like i've been by myself for 5months and then i'm going back to a house with my family, going back to a place where i won't be alone. not that i enjoy being alone but there's this sudden change in atmosphere and i think i will need a few days to adapt again.

i'm imagining the scene where i alight from the plane and back to the airport. over here i imagine me being overwhelmed with emotions. but probably i'll be so damn freaking tired from the plane, i just want to go back to my bed (THAT DOES NOT HAVE A DEPRESSION LIKE THIS DAMN MATTRESS THAT IS GIVING ME BACKACHES EVERYDAY HERE) and i want to go back to the days where i can sit and play with marcus or watch the tv.

sep, is a good experience i would say. experiencing the ups and ALOT of downs. all the major problems from project work and then solving them myself. the sense of satisfaction, the independence that i have confidently achieved, is worth the 15k that i have spent to come here. i think now i've learnt the value of kinship and friendship, how to tolerate some irritating people for 5 months, how to go back to the house knowing that there is no dinner on the table for me. i've grown up!

it's time to go back to blow my candles for hitting 21! i'm gona be an adult! and i want to do something wild to commemorate this day!!

2011-11-04T18:37:00.002+08:00

I'm officially 36 more days from returning home! Hahaha! Fast or what?

Yes, I'm left with 2 more papers to go! I would say the 1st two papers I sat for (animal behaviour, psychology) were pretty satisfying =D

I'm worried for my next one though - Marine & Aquatic Ecology. Because this is the module that I haven't been doing well in. With the 2 reports that I have submitted getting average marks which I though would be higher. So I'm just aiming to hit a 'credit' here. Don't want a 'pass'. Not satisfied with just a 'pass' even though all grades are converted to s/u in NUS. But.... it's just personal satisfaction/goal/aim/target?

Since I had 10 days to prepare for this paper, I was basically SLACKING and suddenly I'm into BIG BANG. HEHE. Crazily watching their performances, their concerts, and their parodies (OMG freaking hilarious!) on youtube like mad. And I must say their songs are... catchy. like wooo~ hahahaha. okay. yesh. that's all. and my boring life here in australia. I'M FLYING OFF TO GOLD COAST, MELBOURNE AND TASMANIA SOON WOOOOOO CAN'T WAIT HAHAHAH!!!! and then i'll be back! YES! to bake cakes and pizzas and everything nice!

bigbang LOVE! HAHA DERFLIW MIS! taeyeon for you, bigbang for ME!

2011-10-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

what is worse than a group project where everyone is getting the same marks but the other members are not doing their parts and leaving everything to me. im doing everything and cleaning their asses. but they're gona take my work as if it's theirs. but i can't sit and not do anything like them because it's 30% and it's gona flunk if it's bad.

i seriously hate the groups here. or rather this group only. i see other groups so highly cooperative unlike mine. a truckload of bullshit. even if they give me their work it's all highly crappy, totally useless and i end up having to do everything.

and this is the 2nd time out of 3 group projects here.

FML. i need to go home badly. and get into NUS where people are not like it here.

2011-10-12T07:33:00.000+08:00

stressed stressed v.stressed now...

2011-09-29T09:21:00.004+08:00

this coming saturday 1/10 will be my 3rd month here. not counting by the date, but by the no.of weeks. so i would have been here for 12 weeks on this day. amazing. i've been 3 months away from singapore, and the feeling of missing everyone is still soooo strong ever since the 1st day i've left. it's week 10. going on to week 11 now. i got my exam schedule super shitty though. suay suay hit the 1st day of exams and the last day of exams. which means i'll have exams for 3 weeks. suay max but then again, i can take my own sweet time to study. don't need to cram all inside asap. hahahaha.

28/10-animal behaviour
29/10-psychology
9/11-marine and aquatic ecology
15/11-human biochemistry

i like my animal and marine modules but i'm always scoring just average there.
i hate human biochemistry i really hate all the chemistry and metabolism stuff but i'm doing better there.
WTS mans. i should follow my interest, but i'm so worried for my results...

geez. just when i though temps were rising (it hit 32deg last week), temps dropped and it's rain+wind now. freezing cold at 15deg in the days w/o the sun...

daylight saving is coming on the 2nd oct at 2am. and on that time, aussie clock will jump 1 hr to 3am. which means, i will be separated from singapore for 3hrs already. oh my tian. 2hrs oredy v.cham, now 3hrs means wen i wake up at 8am, it's still 5am in spore. and wilfred will still be snoring away. hahahaha.

this is a major shift in skyping time, esp since mummy n daddy always come onto skype at 7pm plus which means 10pm plus here and sab would be sleeping, and i have to skype typing while they talk. which sucks. because typing is so mah fan.

spring is almost here. or rather it should already be here but the temps are still winter temps. thank god i brought gazillion winter clothes here. hahahaha. i cant wait for daddy n mummy to come down on the 2nd dec! juz 2 more months away! and 1.5 months for me to end my exams! then off i fly to goldcoast, melbourne and tasmania! cant wait mans!!!

and finally when i go back, it's time to do the stuffs on my to-do list (currently 31 things) and finally enjoy the days where i don't need to ponder and worry about my lunch n dinner, or to worry about stocking up the fridge because there's nothing left, or to do my own washing and hanging of clothes. HAHA. and then back to seeing my dearly missed people!! marcus wilfred family gossips uni gang l2 gang BLAHBLAHBLAH! oh myyyyyyy can't wait. totally!

and not forgetting, my huge stack of taobao items that have been waiting for me on my bed HEHEHE. =)) and then it's time to start on gyming and swimming every week already (it's my lifestyle here) finally i can start utilising the things in my condo that my parents pay for every month but i never use them.

okie it's 11.33am now. school is at 2pm. time to go have my lunch - potato carrot onion lettuce miso soup.

2011-09-26T07:19:00.002+08:00

woah. it's been some time since i've written. crazy weeks after the mid-term break was over. 3 full research reports to do (SIAO) and it's even harder with stats analysis. have to do some stupid ANOVA thing, p-value, graph blahblah. sucked the life out of me for 3 whole weeks! doing paper after paper. literally was in a research-writing mode non-stop.

but....it's finally over!i've finally finished all of dem! can slack a teeny weeny bit, before more reports to come and more projects, presentations and group reports. OH MANSSSS. but actually it's not bad. like i seriously learnt how to write reports better. and do those anova shit stuff tt nus didnt teach but highly necessary in biology reports. so, fruits of my labour. hahaha.

it's week 10 today! sem ends on week 13. i'll have a 1 week study break before exams come. talking bout exams, my exam timetable should be out now... need to go and check soon. then i'll go touring, then mummy daddy will come and then i'll be back!! a total of 2.5 months more! and i've completed 1/2 of my SEP le! =) heehee. i've so many things to do when i get back. totally cant wait!!

okies off to school now~

2011-09-16T19:37:00.001+08:00

i pray for daddy's health and happiness. i hope everything is fine. everything must be fine.

2011-09-12T21:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAE CHOI! WOOHOO! =)) i know u muz be so sad w/o me around to celebrate for u rite! TEEHEEHEE!! dont be too sad, juz tink of the upcoming food i'm gona cook and bake wif u and smile! dream about tt in ur dreams! HAHAHAHHA! see! 1 post dedicated for u, shld be v.touched bah =D hehehe. see u soon!! enjoy the oma-feeling for 3 more months k!

2011-09-11T01:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 49th! woo tt's really a long way mans! will be spending 50th and 51st here and returning for 52nd finally! heehee. i demand a huge feast at carousel. =D

2011-09-10T20:36:00.003+08:00

just skyped with daddy...

as usual, marcus was there, making me really happy everytime i see him he's so cheery and active!

surprisingly aunty, uncle and ah gong were there too! my ah gong was so cute too! he told me: 'when u come back, i shall buy a phone for u okay!'
HAHAH he was referring to iphone 5. LOL, i have such an awesome grand dad! HAHAHA! he got to know my motorola kinda screwed up over here, and he offered to buy iphone for me! HAHAH! damn cool, my ah gong damn cool!

but then daddy told me he got a swollen lump on his neck. he juz went for scanning and is waiting for the results. he says it's probably something wif the thyroid. i'm really praying it's juz a swollen thyroid. he says he's arranging a surgery in october to remove it. i don't know if he meant remove the entire thyroid or juz the swollen part, since thyroids are impt for body metabolism. i'm also really really worried. waiting for the results and for him to update me on it. i hope everything's fine! ahhhhh, worried worried and scared. daddy's always exercising everyday, going jogging and all he shld be healthy! i guess it's just thyroid infection hopefully nothing's wrong. *pray pray pray v.v.v.v.hard*

2011-09-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

oh man, such a fun fun fun fun day today!!

went baking at shara's house. made oatmeal cookies. v.v.v.v.v.tasty i muz do this for everyone when i reach spore. heehee.

while waiting for the cookies to bake we made fish and chips and it's also awesome cuz i have such a good chef fren who knows how to cook yummy dishes. hehehe.

and we camwhored. took 10 shots continuous photos that cracked the hell out of me cuz everybody went while after like the 3rd shot! hahaha. i laughed my stomach out. havent laughed that hard since coming here. so i'm happy today! heehee. =))

going swimming tom (like finally) cuz i didnt have goggles. and the weather was juz too bad to go swimming. it's getting warmer now!! with the sun shining almost everyday YAY! i'm not even using any thermal packs or hot water bottle in order to sleep anymore. even wearing shorts out v.often hahahaha. i think i'm adapted to the cold oredy. will prolly die when i return to 30 deg spore. hehehe.

2011-09-07T20:54:00.001+08:00

thankful for having my family, my bf and my frens... =)

2011-09-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

context: was internet sms-ing with wilfred, telling him that i just tagged him in some photos on facebook.

wilfred: HUH must tag shuai shuai de foto ltr xy c!! (P.S XY is his mistress no.1)

THEREFORE, in response to his message where he was trying to make me angry, i replied:
Dear user,you have experienced a cut in connection with noeleen.please try again.
-END OF CONVERSATION-

AND I GOT HIM TRICKED THINKING SOMETHING REALLY WENT WRONG!!! cuz he replied:
wilfred: baby wad happened?!

BAHAHAHAHAH BAHAHAHAHAHAH BAHAHHAHAHAHAH. dummy dummy!! hehe! i am damn zai! TEE HEE HEE.

2011-08-31T21:17:00.001+08:00

ah hah. it's finally thursday tomorrow! got a test on friday but i'm really slacking though i know i shouldn't heehee.

i have clinched 2 deals online nw! 1 to goldcoast for 3 nights, 1 to tasmania for 2 nights! I TOTALLY CANT WAIT! heehee. =DDD

group projects aren't group projects when not everybody contributes lor... humph!

2011-08-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

YES!

week 6 just ended. although the dreaded super busy week 7 (THE ULTIMATE BUSIEST WEEK EVER!) is coming, but weekends are always something to be happy about cuz:
1) i dont need to set my alarm clock
2) i get to stock up stuff in my fridge
3) i can chiong and reduce my pile of workload
4) it means 1 more week is over!

somehow i feel that time here passes very very fast. i mean it was JUST monday! and it's friday now?!?! lol, i know tt's something to be happy about but then time is passing so fast!!! too fast i dont have enough time to complete my work!

i feel better these days. don't know what has gotten into me the past few weeks.

in just 1 more week i'm hitting spring break. can't wait for it even though it's still piled with kanasai workload, but whateva!! i always tell myself 'i just need to pass' dont need study so hard! but somehow tt doesn't sink in. HEHEHE.

can't wait for the upcoming activities planned for me:
1) eat sashimi at sydney's fish market
2) travel down to west side of sydney for a visit
3) shopping maybe?
4) planning my dad and mum's holiday trip here!

ahhh i cant wait for them to come and i can show off everything i've done and been to to them! heehee. i like fridays cuz every friday night is skyping session with mummy (and we've been gossipy lately! hahaha!)

it's 12.47am now and suddenly i feel like eating chicken rice. damn, cravings are always irritating!!

B if you're reading this, jiayou for ur work okay! i always see u so stressed over EG. it's tough but i'm sure u'll get it soon! i have faith in u being in the dean's list! HAHAHAHAHA! =DDDD and fatten leve up! i made her fat when she was at my hse so dont let her lose weight k! else i'm gona ask her not only to scratch ur macbook screen but also to chew on ur wire AGAIN. hehe. and NO ONE else can go to bt timah hill if u noe wat i mean. BAHAHAHAHA. =)

i smell chicken rice. and ur perfume. mans, i better go and sleep soon.

2011-08-24T20:32:00.002+08:00

feeling pukish today. stood at the toiletbowl trying to get some food out but nothing came out. lost my appetite and skipped dinner. haiz. i cannot afford to fall sick now considering the number of things i have next week.

RAWR. don't like how i'm feeling right now. that mixture of feelings and that monster voice in my brain. go away!

2011-08-24T15:51:00.002+08:00

dangerous mood swings. this is bad. what's happening to me? GEEEEEZ.

2011-08-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

i'm finally feeling calm and at ease.

a big heavy rock off my shoulders. yay! =)

2011-08-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

i shall go into hiding, yes i will.

2011-08-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

I just can`t understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes,
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away...

You told me how much you loved me,
And how our love was meant to be.
And I believed in you,
I thought that you would set me free...

You should`ve just told me the truth,
That I wasn`t the girl for you...
Still I didn`t have a clue,
So my heart depended on you...

Although I’ll say `I hate you` now,
Though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I`ll always have love for you,
Because I am a girl.

Been told a man will leave you cold,
Get sick of you and bored...
I know that it`s no lie,
I gave my all still I just cry.

Never again will I be fooled,
To give my all when nothing`s true...
I won`t be played again,
But I will fall in love again...

You should`ve just told me the truth,
That I wasn`t the girl for you...
Still I didn`t have a clue,
So my heart depended on you...

Although I’ll say `I hate you` now,
Though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I`ll always have love for you,
Because I am a girl.

I loved you so...
Now you leave me in the cold,
How could this be?
I thought that you`d only love me...

Into the night,
I will pray that you`re all right.
You hurt me so,
I just can`t let you go ---

You took advantage of my
willingness,
To do anything for love.
Now I’m the only one in pain...
Will you please take it all away… Oh

Never thought born being a girl,
How I can love you and be burned...
And now I will build a wall,
To never get torn again.

Although I’ll say `I hate you` now,
Though I’ll shout and curse you out...
I`ll always have love for you,
Because I am… a girl.

2011-08-19T16:37:00.003+08:00

telling myself it's okay it's okay...

telling myself whatever it doesn't matter...

telling myself i will be fine i will still be alright...

when i know it's not.

2011-08-17T20:34:00.002+08:00

CAN I BE HAPPIER THAN TODAY? HAHAHAHAH.

omg today is like the best day of my life (in the 1.5months in sydney lah)!

story is long, but it goes like this:
LSM3233 Developmental Biology.
LSM4252 Animal Reproduction

LSM3233 is a pre-requisite for LSM4252. and i really really really wana take 4252. it's animals!! that's what i'm studying for!! BUT, LSM3233 is only available in semester 1 and so is LSM4252. WHICH SUCKS.

I'm here in sem 1, which means i cant take lsm3233 cuz UNSW didnt give that module to me due to timetable clash. i thought of taking it in yr4 sem 1, but that cant work either cuz lsm4252 is also in sem 1!

Feeling v.sadded, I emailed the prof in lsm3233. and he IS SUCH A NICE GUY! he helped me discuss with lsm4252 prof. and in just 1 day! i emphasize 1 day (so efficient man), I got their approvals, and they allowed me cuz they said it was a special case and only I could get it! OMG HOW NICE ARE DBS PROFS MAN!! yippee yay yay yipee yippee yay!

but to be kiasu, i got notes from my fren who is taking the mapped module of lsm3233 here in unsw to study. BAHAHAHAH. and prolly i'll find someone who is in lsm3233 to lend me their notes too! =) or else i might still consider taking lsm3233 in yr4 sem1! just to be kiasu HAHAHAH!

happy happy happY!

2011-08-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

over here, there are times when i really feel i'm all alone.

no matter what skype, msn, fb etc technology shit there are, im still physically alone here.

im just rambling. not that i hate sep anymore, not that i hate aussie anymore. just sometimes when i'm alone awake in the middle of the night, i start to think of things. it's like no matter how much we can keep in touch, once we stop skyping/msging it's over. im back to square 1. im all alone.

dont like it when i always lift my expectations and spirits so high and then i end up with none. that crushes me the most.

haiz.

2011-08-11T21:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 4TH YEAR B <3!

what a really 'special' anniversary mans. to be separated miles and oceans away. oh wells, will make up when i return i promise!

i am currently settling in fairly well now. school's busy, work is still alot (and still piling even after completing some), and landlords suck. so yeahhhhh, adapting although it's already like the 5th week i've been here. i consider 5 weeks adaptation as fast. HAHA.

i am still on money saving mode. cuz v.upset that currency dropped like NOW when i have already finished exchanging all the money i nid here. wth mans. 1.33 when i came, and it's now 1.24. WTH OKAY.

for my motivation, i've made up a list of to-do when i return, but sadly i duno why all my to-dos are related to food. like go for buffet at carousel, eat seafood platter, eat astons, eat teochew porridge, eat sashimi. didnt know i was a glutton till now.

weather's turning cold again. last week temperatures were above 20 in the day, even hitting 26 on 1 day and i was super happy! like even preparing to kip my winter clothes oredy. then news reported it's like duno once in 100years got such phenomenon. and temps are dropping back to like 15 even in the day. SIAN k. 15 means i must be dumpling. and dumpling still not warm enuf summore.

have to go back down to maroubra beach tom for data collection. see barnacles, measure size and algae cover. sian. marine aquatic ecology. i tot can see like seastars or sea cucumber or more interesting stuff lah... okay but wateva it is, it's still like 34239434237 better den singapore's 'BEACH'. difference is that waters are blue here, not brown green grey black wateva in singapore.

attempting to wear shorts + slippers + teeshirt for beach tom. my last attempt wearing shoes almost killed my rm100 shoe so i dont want to wear shoe anymore. and i hav to climb over rocks that can kill my life so i dont wan to wear shoe to scratch dem. just that i have to endure the 15deg weather PLUS wind at beach. good luck to me mans. prolly freeze my ass off tom for the sake of my clothes n shoes. cuz i have to rush back to sku after the data collection and i dont wan to be in wet clothes n shoes. URGH. hate winter.

I GOT THE FREE NDP FUN PACK THANKS TO UNSW SINGAPORE STUDENT ASSOCIATION. inside the bag pretty much alot of useless stuff, but i must say the design is nice! i shall use that as my grocery shopping bag!!

okies time to work on my powerpoint slides for my symposium omgomgomg im gona speak to a class of 40 pple who can speak damn powerful eng. i scared....

2011-08-06T14:35:00.003+08:00

it's supposed to be a happy day.

it's been ONE MONTH since i'm here in aussie!! that's a huge achievement. (at least to me i tink) hahaha. so soon and it's week 4 in school nxt wk. i know right. it means that i'm so close to going home! and i totally can't wait.

to celebrate today's monthsary, we went to macs! and i ate some chicken and cheese wif fries and frozen coke for A$4.95. but it was quite filling though! i wanted filet-o-fish but it wasnt written on the menu. onli until i saw my fren eating then i know that i must ask the counter then have one. stupid me. HAIZ. nvm i shall go buy filet-o-fish meal one day...

and i just got told that pizzahut sells pizzas at $5 EVERYDAY! which is like super cheap i tink! i duno wat size but it looks like the regular kind from the pictures. i'm so gona eat that soon! 5bucks! WHOO so sydney does have cheap deals sometimes.

and it's SUPPOSED to be a happy day.
but it isnt cuz you know who made me sad lah! humph.

2011-08-02T21:51:00.001+08:00

am so freaking tired with work work and work...

even during breaks i do my book review while gobbling lunch. sad life huh. can't wait till wk7 then the burden gets a LITTLE better. just a little.

i need a breather.

2011-07-31T13:30:00.002+08:00

*happy*

temperatures are increasing finally! with day temps hitting a high of 20degrees each day. and there is the sun for me to bask in! =))) nights and mornings are still relatively cold at below 10degrees but it's still much better than when I first arrived! and the forecasts for the upcoming week shows an increase in maximum temp too! hopefully it will hit like 25 soon and then i can wear shorts and slippers and not be a fat dumpling anymore!

wilfred gave me a huge surprise yesterday! haha. no wonder he was hinting me to be home on the day before so that i can receive the package. but sadly i was out for coastal walk and some shopping so i got home at 4.30pm to find the packagae was already on the table! and today my landlord was talking to me saying how sweet it was to have a floral delivery! HAHA! =D i know mans. cuz i'm so happy too! HEEHEE.

work is piling up like nobody's business and i'm gona stay in the library often to finish my work already like a mugger!! rah... wait till week 7 or sth and i'll prolly be more free.

nxt sat is my 1st month here and i'm gona celebrate it by EATING MACS. i miss cheap fast food in singaporeeeee. and also to indulge in bubble tea. it's like A5.20 for one cup here. but WTH, i survived 1 month okay! =)

national day is coming and the singapore student association is holding some national day celebrations HAHA! i feel like going to see how it is like celebrating in aussie!! hahahaha. but must pay money to go one. WTH. celebrating national day in singapore is free lor. seems like everything here needs money. sian.

2011-07-29T08:50:00.000+08:00

drifting apart?

i know.

2011-07-27T18:20:00.004+08:00

shit. work and assignments have been increasing everyDAY. and i really mean DAY. i duno why the assessment mode here is so different from NUS. but i prefer NUS version though. i have to do funny things like - BOOK review, opinions on ecology, dietary analysis (track what i eat and count the calories), symposium where people present individual topics, BLAHBLAH here. and they all have quite a pretty hefty percentage.

i guess i will be extremely busy now. since almost every week i have something due and have to hand in. i still needa find time to go to the library to borrow textbooks and read. gosh. i am stressed like hell.

today i went for a psychology experimentrix and a really nice girl from psychology in her masters year was in charged of my experiment. the experiment was to test if any spontaneous memories will link to my views on eating and body shape. so i had to answer a long list of questions, and some asked how was my mood and stuff. when she saw that i circled quite extreme options - like moody, anxiety, sad, she asked me why and i explained to her how i'm here for 2.5 weeks and i'm not used to it here and i'm homesick. she was nice to keep smiling and encouraging me though, even though she gave me a reference to UNSW counselling clinic but i wasnt THAT serious lah.

i will keep myself busy wif work to numb everything. i know i barely started but i'm kind of counting down to the day i'm going home. HAHA. how ironic right, for a person who chose to go for SEP. i am still hoping that ONE day (god knows how long it will take), that i will start enjoying sydney. maybe when the weather changes for the better to spring and temperatures increase and nights don't fall so quickly i might start liking sydney. but for now, a big NO.

okay, basically this is how my timetable is like. i start school usually at 10am or 12pm and school ends at 5pm on most days. i go home to cook my dinner and lunch for the nxt day, and sometimes i do laundry too then i bathe and do my work till bout 12am/1am. which means i usually have only 3hrs to study. hmmmm. this is serious. i need to find more time already.

and roomie suddenly talked and laugh in her sleep yesterday which sort of shocked me up! i couldnt figure out what she was saying but after awhile she laughed! this is quite scary and i dont know if i should tell her that. but oh wells, i went back to sleep later and curled up with my hot water bottle cuz it's still freaking cold at night!

i'm actually wearing 8 layers and i'm still cold. this sucks. especially when the wind blows. NO to winter already!!! i need the sun in singapore.

okies time to go back to study. ahhh mugger me. i wish the semester would end soon!!

2011-07-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

AM I MENOPAUSAL? hahahaha. i'm having mood swings.

I'm like super high, happy, and grinning now. cuz i've just skyped wilfred for 30 mins and with my parents for like 2hr plus and i'm soooooo happy. oh yes! also managed to gossip gossip with mel and it was damn hilarious looking at the comments she described mans. super funny until i cannot take it. laugh too much will get hungry. and i'm hungry now. stupid winter. i dont wana pile on fats. so i shall go and sleep to prevent myself from muching more food.

v.mahfan thing is that everynight before sleep i have to boil water for my hot water bottle and microwave my thermal pack. super mah fan lahhhhh. i miss singapore.

I HOPE I WONT BE EMO TOMORRRROWWWWW. or when school starts.

stress stress go away.

2011-07-22T16:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder why i even bother...

being alone in the room, on a dark rainy night, looking at aeroplanes landing and flying, is actually such a daunting task.

am i the only person who doesn't like SEP?

2011-07-21T19:26:00.002+08:00

rainy days suck. i used to like them in singapore but not here. it's wayyyy to cold. my umbrella flips and it is useless to hold one in the rain since the wind is soooo strong. got drenched like crazy today. bag got soaked. even laptop bag got soaked. goodness. luckily there's no school tom so i can dry my bag today.

I AM SO HOMESICKKKKK. i miss the sun back in singapore lahs! and i miss playing wif marcus and acting crazy and being childish! YIKES!

okie week 1 of school is ending and week 2 will be more more more busy than usual!!! soooo it's time to get busy, start being in the library and staying there to mug already! at the same time i still need to fork out time to cook and to wash and to clean. omg, i hate studying w/o my mum. hahahahaha.

my hot water bottle has been my best friend. it's usually the one that last me throughout the night and let me sleep till the day without waking up and shivering. I can't wait for spring to come and for me to start wearing shorts and slippers. now i'm wrapped up in 10 layers of tank tops, thermal wear, shirts, pullovers and coats and i'm still cold. how sucky. i look like a freaking dumpling. fat dumpling. thankfully i live in singapore.

okie bye i shall go be a mugger now.

2011-07-18T11:31:00.002+08:00

Day 1 of school.

Went to school for my 1st lecture at 11am, only to find out that proper lectures start in week 2. SIGHS. But I'm having a psychology lecture later at 6pm. It has webcasts, but I shall still go for lessons lah. HEHEHE. I'm such a good student. HEEHEE.

It's sharalyn's bdae today! (my fellow lifescience sep friend) and we're giving her a surprise later. HEEHEE. Oh! I'm gona buy a 2nd hand printer with her together as well! Cuz we simply have too many things to print and I can't study through PDF files and we can sell it off after semester ends. So everything's great!!! =DDDDD

Temperatures are rising now, basically cuz of the sun. There're still rainy days that are superrrrr cold. But today is a sunny sunny day YIPPPEEE. I didn't even need to wear my HUGE coat and my inner jacket. AND I sweated while climbing up the stairs to upper campus. YAY!

BTW, my science classes are all at upper campus. SULKS. Which means I have to climb the LONNNNNGGGG flight of stairs EVERYDAY. But considering the lack of exercise I have, I guess this is good. Except that it makes me super breathless everytime I reach my lecture theatre and I will have to start stripping off all my coats and jackets by the time I reach. HAHAHAHA.

Lunch today was cooked yesterday by CHAN who very nicely made omelettes and pasta and brocolli for me. HEEHEE. SO YUMMY. I lose to a guy in cooking skills.

2011-07-13T13:30:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging from school cuz internet at my residential home has been sucky these days.

Well, everything's good except the weather. It's soooooo chilly and cold and the wind is torturous!! I seriously hate bathing. I wish I can not bathe if not for hygiene purposes. I haven't been changing my clothes. HAHAHAHAHA. because it still smells so good and doesnt stink any bit!

Oh I've been toning my body with Sabrina's teaching in my own home. Hopefully I don't gain like 8kg back home!! And it feels great not to sweat while exercising, and best is the warmth gain is like super helpful to fight the cold here.

I've never gotten a proper night sleep since I arrived. I'm always waking up at 3/4am because the cold is just too terrible and my heat pack has to be reheated. SIGHS. Worst is - no heater in house, and NO electrical blankets allowed. SIAN LIKE SAI. BRRRRRR. cold until my skin is peeling, especially my nose. It hurts sooooo much wif broken skin!!

Cooking relatively simple dishes now because I don't have much groceries in stock as well. I've been trying to scrimp and save alot too! Have only spent around 170AUD since Sat! Well, tt's alot but it includes stuff like pillows, heat packs, blankets so it's good. AND inclusive of the EXTREME prices here in aussie. 20 bucks per kg for bananas???? WTH! LOL. lucky i don't like bananas. hehehe. strawberries here are cheaper though. which is good cuz i like strawberries and apples which are cheaper fruits. HEHEHEHEHE.

I'm eating/drinking lotsa milk and yoghurt as well! HEHE. all the cheapo stuff!!

School's starting next week and I will be alot more busy! Especially when my classes always end at 7pm! Hahahaha. I guess I have to rely on Sabrina to cook dinner now! >< YIKES! Or else it's late dinner which I don't mind. =DDDDD

Freezing cold after getting my modules settled in school now. Shall go back to my nuan nuan heat pack! CYA!

P.S Will write letters soon!! 1 letter cost 1.65AUD to post. SUPER EXP. but I shall do it though. HEHEHEHEHEH.

2011-07-10T18:31:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to blog this on 3rd july but had to settle so many things so i missed it. anw all i wanted to say was: USS IS TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEEEEE!!

okay now back to 10th july:
i'm in new south wales now. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be travelling on my own. i'm settling in my new house, i'm buying groceries. so yeah.... tings are pretty fine. it kinda hurts wen i was waving byebye at the departure hall. but im still happy tt i got to see my darling frens and family before leaving!!! yay!!!

flight to aussie was -_- food was not v.nice. and i slept till my neck is super pain mans. but oh wells, we reached airport and the officials didnt check our luggage i duno why. maybe cuz he saw da card tt says we're students. hehe.

reached my accommodation and it wasnt as good as it looked.
1) NO heater in house which is gona freeze me to death.
2) gym is SUCKY. everything is spoilt and rotten and broken, how to use?
3) pool is non-heated. which sucks. how am i gona swim in ice water.

best thing is that me and my roomie has 1 toilet all to ourselves =D yay!
we stocked up our groceries today and we cooked vegetable-tomato soup for dinner! WOOHOO!! things here are so exp tt im turning into a super stingy person liaos. i keep comparing prices everywhere. so niao rite. but no choice it's rally tooooo exp already! trying to get a job soon once i get my timetable =D

okies tom is my registration day so goodbye~! i have no alarm clock i hope i can wake up on time... hehehe.

2011-07-02T00:06:00.007+08:00

I bleached my hair. But now it's like timothy hay. Super duper dry, stiff, hard and disgusting. Worst than hay. But I like disgustingly special hair. HAHAHAHAHA.

2011-07-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

Buffet dinner at nihon mura keat hong again!! I just ate it last monday! HEHEHEHE. =D Awesome because the salmon there is big and fat and juicy and yummy! I ate 12 plates today!!! If 1 plate costs 7 bucks, I would have eaten 84bucks worth of salmon! And I paid only 21.99++ NENENENENENE. =D I recommend it to everyone who loves salmon sashimi and loves FREEEFLOWWW of salmon sashimi. Choi can vouch for it too. =)

BUSY BUSY BUSY DAY! I went to BHG to get my remaining stuff. Tank tops, long sleeved shirts, PANTIESSSSS. AND OMG BHG has a big big big sale. I bought 20 panties (hush puppies + young hearts, all good brands) for a total of 60 bucks only!! Which means it's 3 bucks per panty. WHICH IS SUPER CHEAP FOR A GOOD BRAND LAHHHH!
P.S I didn't buy all for myself. There're 3 ladies in the house. Siao ah 20 panties I can wear for 20 years.

Now what is left is: swimming wear, converter plugs and to convert my currency.

Being busy is good, at least it takes my mine of many emo thoughts. In exactly 1 week time, at this specific time, I would be on the plane. Waiting to depart singapore......

At least I have a new found friend Sabrina (from NUS psyc) to accompany me on the plane and she will be my roomie as well! YAY! =D

2011-07-01T00:38:00.003+08:00

A bittersweet date.

Well, not really a date. Rather a shopping trip to get my remaining items, while he shops for his university stuff. Tried to keep a smile on my face, tried to remain happy, tried to be enthu, but inside my heart it was wrenching squeezing pumping so horrible so bitter so pain!

Haiz. Even when Marcus hits me or slaps me I don't retaliate anymore! I just wana pinch his chubby cheeks and hug his little body because when I return he will be a big boy already!

I know I know... I'm still in that emo state. Not that I want. But I'm trying to quit!

1st July. It's July already. Just 1 more week to go...

2011-06-30T02:38:00.002+08:00

I AM STILL AWAKE.

Trying to squeeze and utilise every minute/second I have left...

Nah. It still doesn't work no matter how much I force my puny brain to think that everything will be okay, and I will be happy, and I will enjoy myself.

I hope and I wish and I pray that I will NOT cry at the airport. Because once it starts, I know it won't stop.

2011-06-29T23:43:00.003+08:00

New blogskin. New beginning.

I'm just 10 days away from leaving home for 6 months. I've never gone overseas on my own before. And I've never stayed away from home before. At most, it's orientations and sleepovers. But now I'll be on my own. I don't know how it will be, and I can only hope for the best. Because I'm such a muddlehead I hope I don't lose my wallet, passport, I/C, visa, student card and all things important. And I'm such a paranoid person that I keep thinking something bad will happen to me. URGHS. How can I NOT be emo...

I have to leave so many things, so many people, so many friends and animals behind. And suddenly I'm not so happy that I got into SEP anymore.

I can't return home to play with Marcus and act like a kiddo.
I can't call my friends as and when I like.
I can't return home super late and expect a dinner on my table.
I can't play sims all weekend and still have a clean toilet and fresh bedsheet.
I can't spam Wilfred smses and prank call him in the middle of the night.
I can't watch my 9pm channel 8 shows.
I can't open my fridge and expect to see some tidbits/fruits for me to nibble on.

URGH. How dependent I am right now!

And I have to start planning my expenses. I have a tight budget to stick to. And I still have a backpacking trip and holiday after school ends.

I know everyone says it will be a good experience and I will not regret my decision to go. Maybe I will feel like that when I'm 2 months into SEP, but right now I'm still hesitating. Still upset. Still emo.

It's not like I'm going forever, but still 6 months is such an awfully long period. Things will change. Will Marcus remember me? Will I be able to return to my original clique of friends? What will I miss out? *SOBS WHEN I THINK OF IT*

My last 10 days. Trying hard not to spend it emo-lly, but can't refrain from feeling that way everynight when the clock strikes 12 and I'm 1 day closer.

2011-05-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes, people just make us disappointed...

2011-04-28T02:18:00.001+08:00

IM SO DEPRESSEDDDDD.

im still so depressed. why am i so dumb! i can do it one i can i can. but i didnt. i just screwed my own life.

im so sadded. i duno wat will happen but i know it's not gona be good.

at nite i cant sleep. because i kip tinking about the paper. then my heart starts beating v.fast. i cant relax. i cant sleep.

i have 1 more paper. but i totally feel like giving up already. wat's the use of studying so much. study study oso still like that wat... might as well dont study. like darwin i didnt study much and i could do it. life sucks. life is so unfair.

2011-03-09T23:38:00.001+08:00

i know i can only blame myself for this.

blame myself for the carelessness that cost me probably a very serious consequence.

blame myself for being stupid.

sighs. i tot i could do better...

i guess it was just... a thought.

2011-02-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

okay. it's recess week nxt wk. means it's middle of the semester. LIKE WTH???

i have alot of snowballed work need to be cleared.
i have 3/4 tests in 3 days.
i have 2 CORE module tests one right after the other on the same day.
i have to shed off the extra pounds gained from pineapple tarts and kuey bangkit.
i have to start preparing remapping of modules soon.
i have to worry for my exchange prog and submitting of modules to UNSW is by april when NUS haven even confirmed my module mappings. wat the shit.

well, wilfred is gona go tekong for 10 days section field camp starting nxt wed. which means tt most of the recess week and during my mid term test week he will be at tekong. which is good! cuz i can focus on studying then when he returns juz nice my mid terms over and we can go celebrate! WHEEEEE. =)

i see chantzewei preparing to go to aussie to start his DOCTOR life and suddenly i feel so nervous. okie lah, im going for onli 6 months but still damn scared OKAY. my cuzzie studying there told me bout the lawless country and at nite its super dangerous cuz apparently the angmoh guys there like to hit on asian women and they get drunk and drink drive and omg im so worried for my life. HAHA.

it's either staying nearer to school and more exp rental OR staying further away needa take bus but much cheaper rental.

HOW. HOW. HOW.

suddenly i juz wana stay in singapore. sighs.

2011-02-14T18:44:00.002+08:00

happy valentines!!

spent this day chionging my work at home. so disappointed that i screwed up my class test today. no mood no mood. sighs.

crazily busy so much work to chiong out. i seriously need and really really need to chiong at 200km/h. gosh hate schooooooool so much. cuzzie said life in aussie is great. slack one. hope it's really the case. =)

2011-02-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year!

just love collecting angpows only. hahahaha. and sadly this year i have to TRY to abstain from all goodies since they contain coconut milk, eggs and butter. my motivation is my size 25 shorts. HAHAHA. seems like my hips are getting BIGGER afta doing all the situps and twists! yikes.

lately some unhappy stuff happened. sighs. i hope it will be over soon and everyone will be happy again!

okie it's time to go and clean nala+zeezee cage liao. stupid nala who FOREVER pees everywhere except her litter pan. makes it so tough to clean and dirty too! hit her butt! love zeezee cuz he's juz such a mr nice guy! pees accurately, and eats humbly (unlike nala who NOMNOMNOM until the food bowl overturns and then she cries).

Mr. zeezee is LOVE! although he is 6 yrs old coming to 7 le. which means in his lifetime of chinchilla, it might be ending soon in 3 years. hehe. i wan chinchilla offsprings! anyone with female chins for zeezee's sperms?

2011-01-30T01:02:00.003+08:00

i love my dearest gossip gang. =D like to the max max max!

because im always laughing and happy when with them! like jr who drove like a maddie and fought with another woman over a carpark lot. WOOTS POWER MAN. i wish i had his courage sometimes. and then there's kt who is the pro prawn sheller and shelled the prawns for choi and jr/hs got jealous. cute. =) hs who got disgusted with his own mixture of sichuan mala soup + pork bone soup + burnt food stuck at the bottom of the pot came over to our table to drink our super yummy soup. then mel who splashed a whole lot of soup onto choi while trying to take the prawns out of the stick. and choi who was forced to finished ALL the fungi that she ordered but didnt eat!

times with gossip gang is HAPPINESS! =D heehee.

and i miss such carefree moments.

i want a polaroid camera as well. hmmmm. 21st bdae present wishlist.

coldcold night. SIGHS.

2011-01-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

i am suffering from the accumulation of readings. geeeez. how can a 300 page book be a reading for 1 lecture. and i have 2 lectures per week tt means 600 pages per week? hello profs we arent extremely intellectual pple. or rather me. okie thanks.

and shit. my health report isnt exactly something to be happy about. i needa go jogging every mon and thur when sku ends earlier at 4pm now. stupid inherited genes. bio is fun studying but not fun applying to ur own body.

2011-01-19T14:51:00.002+08:00

it's onli the 2nd week of yr2 sem2 and i'm already packed with hw hw hw!!! readings, revising, tutorials and everything! GOSHHHH! whyyyyy is my life so horrible. yikes.

and im so sadded with my results from sem1 i wana improve in sem2 but i got stuck with lousy modules that im so afraid of my future. shit man.

suddenly i realise that marcus is going to be 2 years old soon. WOW hahahaha how come time passes so quickly! when he first came at 1.5months only... and im getting old. anyone sponsors bioessence/shiseido/skII or wateva anti-ageing cream? hehe. time to start looking out for wrinkles and menopause hahahahaha.

offdays are always slack days for me. i hate it! needa go find something to munch on now.

2010-12-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

okie finally this sem is over. lyk really finally. how come it seems as if yr 2 is killing me. it's onli yr 2 sem 1!

prob its da SEP stuff tt's killing me. exams are over now but im still settling my SEP. wat to do... i tink i've juz dipped myself into a puddle of shit that's gona take me ages to get rid of the smell and residues.

and omgomgomg im super scared of going alone to aussie. wen i'm alone and i'm hungry but feeling lazy to get food i'll always force myself to skip meals. prob can lose weight there. heehee. hit my target man. good.

exams arent v.good. ain't any paper that made me truly happy and satisfied. maybe ecology. but nah... still not as good as how i felt last year with biodiversity paper.

might not be going back to work this holiday too. so i nid to find another place to get money to fund my online shopping addiction. im trying hard not to go to spree webbies or sgflea but i have been in many mailing lists so my hotmail is flooded with emails of xmas sales and offer and i juz went to buy something again.

i tink because of my busy schedule this sem i kinda retreated from the social circle. sadded man. im guilty i didnt tok to some frens for such a long time.

2010-09-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY.

tt's all my life is revolving around.

2010-09-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

SEP IS KILLING MEEEEEEEEEE

i tink im gona giv it up.

wilfred bought me a zheng ban monopoly deal! *HAPPY*

2010-08-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

happy 3rd! =)

wasnt a v.happy day for me ytd... couldn't get my 6th module successfully. which means i muz drag till nxt sem to complete my 6th mod. i juz wish to get it over n done with. is it that hard. and wen i appeal nobody givs a damn bout my appeal. shitty. hate bidding system.

guess i can only comfort myself by at leasttt getting 5 mods successfully, although some i really dun hav confidence in doing well esp physics. last touched it in sec 2. can't even rmb da basic units. hahaha. sian lah.

but today is da 11th, it's a brand new day. and it's a happy day. so i'm not gona brood over all those academic shit anymore. i dun care if i dun get to work in zoo or labs. i dun care if i dun do anything related to my study. juz get an income. a good income will do. reality's harsh.

2 consecutive bad days arent a good start to school at all.

2010-07-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

i'm pretty amazed at my ability to shut up for 3 whole days! i'm still not talking, and I won't be da 1st one to open my mouth.

woke up reallyreallyreally late today. and it's really late (2pm). hahaha. i had 11hrs of sleep! finally i'm settling all my sleep debts. had a late lunch and started what was on my schedule which was... to springclean my study room!

i spent 6hrs on it!!! 3pm-9pm, only eating my dinner at 9pm while watching tv. it's v.v.v.clean now. free of dust and rubbish and realllly neat. so proud of it! muahahaha. but i only managed to change nala's cage at nite. shall change zeezee's one tomorrow!

nxt wk is bidding wk omg i'm so nervous i duno why....

wilfred's busy this wknd so i can't mit him. haiz. but i'm miting gossip gang this sun nite! *HAPPYHAPPY* woo~~ and da 3 gurls hav a dresscode: floral shirt, black blazor, jeggings/leggings, fake blingbling diamond ring and toot toot specs!! HEEHEE.

and i'm still browsing through some recipes for our baking session. making sure that we do not buy any an an eggs that have duno wat residues inside. hehe. daddy realised that our fridge had an an eggs! he immediately rushed to the kitchen and throw them away lyk 1 sec after watching da news.

i'm kinda sick of cheese now!! so i'm looking at CHOCOLATES! hahaha. i'm not exercising for months. so i'm probably gona get ready for some obesity soon!

2010-07-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

i have left this alone too long.

my freedom is coming to an end soon. and on aug 10 i'll be back sitting in lts and dozing off. haiz. can't believe 3 months pass so duper quickly! how can tis happen!!

and i've been back from japan for 1 week oredy. but i feel as if i've juz alighted the plane. shit i'm always living in a world of da past.

officer sim is so busy these days! always having jobs on his hands so he can't come out wif me as often already. =(

M-E A-L-O-N-E.

got really upset by my mum. again. always cheating and lying to me. i tink i'm a fool. a fool to believe her again and again. i hope this time i hav da determination to stop trusting her.

last day of work and i got a patrick toy from ruilin! it's super nice and i was really happy! juz had to get hme and get my mood fouled. freaking irritating.

i'm going out wif choi and mel tom! i said i musn't shop for 1 month but i'm so upset i need to get myself something to cool my boiling blood. my brain is bursting. my heart is scalding.

2010-06-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

i have just survived the deadly bug. hate being sick especially having fever. hate it when i feel cold then hot and then cold again. hate it when i have to breathe through my mouth cuz my nose is blocked. hate it when i have to drink bitter chinese herbal stuff.

but like the feeling of recovering, cuz u noe it'll be sometime later before u fall sick again.

i'm leaving soon... half happy half sad. and OMG i actually damn suay to get my menses TODAY when i only have 4 more days before flying. means i'll have to bring my extra pads along. ROAR. tis is unlucky.

congrats to wilfred on his commission and his 2lt rank! officer *salutes* and thanks for lending me ur psp and games for me to bring along on the trip! you're wonderful!

animals will be passed to cuzzies soon. i've typed out a list of how to take care of my animals for them. HAHAHAHAHA. i tot it would be a short list but turned out to be 2 pages. OOPS. hehehe. i tink they'll be fine lah. hehehe. im juz being paranoid.

2010-06-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

i am dead tired. =(

i face rude people. =(

i hav aching heels and throbbing headache. =(

i still hav young scientist to facilitate tom. =(

i wana slp more. =(

i'm flying to japan from 1st-12th july. =)

i hav earned more money. =)

2010-06-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

sometimes people say things that to them, are only casual remarks or meant to be a joke. but to us, the words can actually really hurt. and it hurts quite alot.

but we can only laugh it off and shrug it off, because getting angry or affected over it in front of them will make us look like a fool.

yet, we still tend to dwell on them. hah.

me = battery.

june = battery sucking month.

battery gets recharged everynite. but like all batteries, using them too often will result in battery life getting shorter. recharging them will nv allow them to regain 100% of the battery life. instead, the battery gets used up even more quickly.

it's onli the start of june and i'm starting to feel really tired already! tom is my 1st time as a promoter i duno how i'll do. i'm situated at IMM popular. come find me. =D

7hrs slp every nite, but i'm still tired...

been having alot of things weighing in my mind recently. some are really stupid trivial minor tings but they still stay in my mind.

2010-05-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

when i'm not busy at work, means i'm lazying around at home, if not i'll be out wif frens or wilfred.

life's boring now. juz earning money to cover my expenses. so there's nothing much to update here. heh.

work is tiring. myopia will soar since i'm looking at da com 95% of the time.

took up weekend promoter jobs in june. so basically in june, i only hav 1 offday which is wednesday. hahahaha. wilfred n mummy didnt object so i'm quite relieved.

afta wilfred's commissioning parade i plan to take leave if he has break oso.

my hse is infested wif ants. big black ants. super disgusting. ant baits don't kill them.

i'm afraid of tomorrow's results day. v.v.scared. weneva i tink of it, my heart still skips a beat. i know i didnt do as well as last sem. but i'm still hoping that my cap wont drop drastically. if not wen i take 6 mods nxt sem, i probably will die even worse.

badmouthing is a skill. u gotta choose the correct person to badmouth to. HAHA.

wilfred's commissioning parade is on 19th june. MELISSA, CHOI SIN YI i book u all on that day okie. muz pei me ah!!!!

好感人的愛情呀..

2010-05-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

AHHHH. work is starting in 11 hrs time. haiz.

this marks the end of my super duper fun week. and i'll miss it so much even though i got myself sick and got my feet aching.

a sadded video that i was watching juz now...

2010-05-09T15:37:00.003+08:00

got into a car accident juz now.

slping taxi driver crashed into a car behind us which crashed into our car. i was seating at the back so i got jerked quite hard. and now my brain feels wobbly. wobble wobble wobble.

daddy got quite pissed cuz our car was quite new. the driver behind us was even more angry cuz his front and back all got smashed. hahaha. and the old taxi driver looked so pitiful and admitted he was slping. hahahaha. oh well~ i guess he shld have woken up by now. his taxi headlight got smashed into pieces. imagine how hard he banged. tsktsk. lucky there wasn't any serious drama lyk explosion bang bang bang. i'm waiting for my wobbly brain to settle down now cuz i can feel my head throbbing. memorable event though, 1st hand experience in 19 yrs of my life.

i hav 1 whole week to play and rest b4 going off to work. hahahaha. somehow i feel v.sian cuz i wana play play play for 3 whole months. but i guess i need money to replace the money spent on food, clothes, transport and holidays. i'm satisfying my shopping crave by massive online shopping these days.

i shall go play sims again ltr. it's the only way to spend my excess time now. hahahaha.

2010-05-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

ended exams. =) happy but sad. i dun tink i did better den last sem.

i went to snip off my blond ends ytd! i feel lighter and cooler wif short hair. but yeah man alot of straightening and blowing to do else my hair will curl up at the ends since tt's the spot of my ponytail. den went to mel's hse to watch dvd (my ex. sad ghost story, not scary de) and watched tv straight from 7pm-10pm while mel goes for her tuition. set off from mel's hse at 10.40 to airport. fetched wilfred back from his thai trip. his flight landed at 12 plus. but due to luggage delay, we waited outside the arrival belt until 2 plus. we almost slept dere. hahaha but kept awake due to our htht. =D heeheehee. den went to empty terminal 3 macs which was kinda cold and there wasnt any plugs anywhere. damn sadded cuz my lappie's short battery life ended at around 4.30am. managed to do and pay my online shopping stuff. heehee. mel went off for first train at 5.30 while me n wilfred stayed till 6am so tt there isnt any taxi surcharge. hehehehe. costed 23 bucks from airport to wdlands. went back to his hse to find that....

HIS FAN BROKE DOWN!

couldnt slp at all cuz it was too warm warm warm! until his sis woke up and he koped his sis fan den i slept i tink from 10 plus to 3pm. hahahaha. he went off to wash his barang barang n slept for 2hrs nia.

went to plaza sing to get body shop stuff cuz mel gav me 20 bucks voucher. YEAH!!! *hugs for her* heeheehee

and yes im back kinda tired now. but i wana play sims 2 ltr.

nxt wk:

-slpover

-blood donation

-shopping for jeggings at bugis hahahaha.

-gym

2010-04-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

i have been very busy tis wk. busy finding motivation to study.

haiz. i feel my progress is still kinda slow n tt's scaring me. i'm cutting dwn on computer le. even abandoning my favourite farming. going online onli for 30 mins and im back to my books. SIAN SIAN SIAN.

dun feel lyk studying. but dun feel lyk going to work too. basically i juz wan money to drop from the sky and sit at hme and rot. haiz.

2010-04-18T15:22:00.001+08:00

i'm all alone again!!!! =(

no mood to study leh.... =( =(

2010-04-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

SUPER HAPPY DAY! =)

32nd month!! i drew (YES DREW) 32 types of wilfred. omgoose i spend lyk 4hrs on it k. drawing is not my forte, and THIRTY-TWO types of wilfred can u imagine da effort put it. i'm so damn proud of myself n my art piece. he's goin to laminate it! wahaha =D at least my efforts arent wasted. i forego time to watch my webcast summore. wilfred u muz be v.touched.

he gav me a pack of cocoa trees chocs, inside got 25 pieces yummms. *drools* but went home n kena snatched by my other 3 family members. hahaha. oh well, it feels good to share wif them too since they know it's from him. popularity in my family rising higher than me liao lor... mummy n daddy always say i nv treat them. now somebody comes along n giv them quality chocs. i no more rank in family liao lah...

wilfred's flying to thailand sooooooonnnnn. red shirt protest. oh man, hope they dun go into jungle n fight wif him. hahahahahaha. the gd ting is he's flying off exactly on the day my reading wk starts and come back soon afta my last paper ends. so zun rite? i can concentrate on studies too! then wen he comes back on his 2am flight i can go pick him up since it'll be my hols le.

daddy's planning on going to either japan or cameron. of cuz i wana go japan more lah. but he say muz use my own money to fork out air tix leh. and japan's stuff so ex to shop summore... haiz. pok kai liao lah. tis time working onli for around 3 months. minus cpf i tink i earn bout 3k onli? will finish spending all in japan de lor...

and daddy wana transfer my handphone singtel to youth plan under my own name. so i needa start forking out my own hp bills. OH MAN! its time to work n find tuition to get continuous source of income liaoooo. or maybe i can work every sat/sun for just ed. =D yeah man. money money money come to me.

exams are coming. i need motivation. like tinking of upcoming outings and gatherings wif my dearest gossip gang. shopping online and shopping in bugis and shopping everywhere lah. gona clear some fugly clothes in my wardrobe and change to new ones. hahahahaa. need to buy new hangers liao. and find space to store my fugly clothes.

ahchiah said XXX is fugly. and that tickled me with laughter. its damn hilarious. and mummy still said "i already found her fugly long long ago." yes my mum is hilarious too.

2010-04-09T22:01:00.002+08:00

ok having a pretty good life so far.

the worst of mkting is quite over. have been studying for many tests, catching up on my webcasts. enjoying my practical trips to changi beach and the zoo. =)

more tests nxt wk, and finals are up in a couple of wks. haiz. finally tis sem is over.. 4 mods onli but make me so upset and tired.

nxt sem i will b taking 6 mods to make up for this sem, duno whether am i suppose to be happy or sad. but for 1 ting i know i will NEVER take another mkt mod without anyone accompanying me anymore.

suddenly got da urge to play neopets. hahaha. duno why.

2010-03-28T01:50:00.002+08:00

STAB STAB STAB

it's definitely not a good day. got too many da ji in 1 day for me to bear. i have already used up my very last drop of energy left in me. i dun wish to continue. i juz wan to sit, slp and stare.

can i last for 4 more days? can i live for 4 more days?

2010-03-21T16:59:00.002+08:00

it's really a crazy week for me. (and nxt few wks until mkting proj ends) or rather mayb i've been too slack in the past few weeks.

had classes from 10-6 straight on thur. already dying of fatigue but still had mkt proj meeting at 6 to 10. waited 40mins for freaking 963 which was all damn crowded and i couldnt board and i had to wait lyk 20mins for the nxt one which was also v.crowded. sat at the bustop and emo for 40 mins. cuz i was tired, hungry and wana die oredy. missed 2 straight buses cuz it was full. mummy said cuz universal studios opened or sth. den got duno wat fireworks shit. and pple coming back from harbourfront takes 963. roar. cant dey increase the frequency of the bus and use the longer bus. brainless.

reached home at 11.15pm.

geog field trip made us walk in the rain. my shoe had a hole n it got soaked. and i had to walk in wet shoes for 7hrs. realised that my toes were all wrinkly wen i got home. disgusting.

guess i caught the flu from there? i duno. started feeling cold and the weather isnt too kind. awhile hot awhile cold de. and taa daa~ i'm down wif bad bad bad flu. cant even bend dwn my head cuz my mucus will juz drip down. and it kinda of refills my nose in 1 sec afta i blow the original mucus out. it's irritating me wen i still hav a pile of work to complete.

met up wif wilfred ytd and he lent me his psp cuz he will be on an attachment nxt wk. oh yay! i'm so happy! wen i'm feeling dead from schooolwork tt psp can really wake me up. good investment. shld i get an itouch or a psp now? haiz.

back to work. back to blowing my nose. poor me.

2010-03-10T18:31:00.007+08:00

now i love my wednesdays.

gym for 2hrs in the morning. then mugging straight for 2-3hrs in the afternoon.

super productive, compared to being alone. i need gym partners and mugging partners. motivate me not to slack.

i usually watch webcasts in 30 mins. means must watch 4 times to complete, but i completed it in my mugging session! woohoo!!

HAPPY BDAE TO MARCUS. (this fri) he's finally 1!!! came my hse at 7 weeks old. it's lyk watching transformers but not from a car to a robot. from a nua nua baby to a little monster. he's not my son but i feel proud~ cuz it's partially my efforts to his growth. i dun care he muz acknowledge me nxt time man.

7 weeks old

11 months

mel and choi came! i totally enjoy time spent wif them man. hope every wed we can gather n mit lyk today. heehee. loves~ n i cooked kimchi noodles for choi today! she poor ting, 3pm still haven eat lunch. i'm so niceee =)

wilfred is back from brunei! wif alot ALOT of scratches and bites. hehe. kuannie and cow commissioning nxt sat! haha time flies fast man.

2010-03-05T23:16:00.002+08:00

i have a delighted and satisfied stomach now.

juz came back home from cystal jade buffet. i tot i ate alot, but mummy said i ate v.little. NO. i eat only 5 grains of rice a night. i eat like damn alot juz now lor. i feel as if my waist has balloon to 40 inches and i cant breathe cuz my stomach is so big and tight n full and its pressing against my diaphragm. *gasp*

not bad i lyk the steamboat buffet. i ate 8 xiaolongbaos wen my sister said she ate 35 HERSELF before. i muz learn to expand my stomach and not get fat at the same time.

i'm not anorexic (spelling?) !!! i tink. i still eat. i dun puke afta eating.

juz today i purposely starved myself for the buffet. 1 milo in the morning and fast till 8.30pm. if not i'm sure i'll eat less than wat i ate juz now. *happy*

i muz burn the calories away. and mel's coming nxt wed to exercise again. i'm so happy to exercise wif her man. =)

shit i hav a bleeding earhole. marcus banged onto my ear a few days back n i ignored the pain. today i realise that i had dried blood on my earhole. took out my earring and saw it was still bleeding. hurts like shit. n i still go put alcohol summore scared got infection. pain X10. i cant slp on my left side tonight.

2010-03-02T01:04:00.002+08:00

i tink i hav a brain tumour.

hav been having headaches almost every nite. such tt i've to take a panadol b4 slping to ensure tt i wake up w/o headaches. but i can't slp early cuz i'm those who slp at earliest 12am kind of pple.

urgh. stupid brain. use it go cook soup.

2010-02-20T01:32:00.002+08:00

i realised that i can use internet sms to sms wilfred!! heeheehee. means i'm sending msges to him free of charge! but he needa use money to reply me lah. *guilty* but i can only use internet sms at hme, not in sku. so ultimately still gotta spend some money. he's getting busier, ready to go to jungle le...so nxt few days i guess no smses from him.

nala is getting totally out of control man.. she's peeing everywhere! all except her litter pan!! and my dad's friend who's a rabbit expert said it cannot be helped cuz his oso lyk tt. but nala is doing it very excessively. and v.guo fen. i clean until siao ok. she peed in my study room and stinked it all up. now i dun let her into my room. den she go and pee in the yard. she's getting on my nerves. i even bought vinegar to clean everywhere she peed b4 cuz apparently dey dun lyk vinegar smell and will not pee there. but vinegar doesnt seem to work on nala, now i hav 1big bottle left. and today she peed in one corner i didnt noe then she jumped off and splash her urine ON MY FACE. lucky i nv open my mouth. stupid nala.

2010-02-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

i have gotten a total of $488 for cny. =) shld i take out some to buy an itouch?

wilfred is already in brunei now. hehe. and my goodness fone call is 3.50 per min. wat the hell.. option out. sms is 60 cents each. smsing 2 times each day now.. equals to 42 times for 3 wks equals to $25.20. OMG! mummy is gona kill me lyk siao ok.

i will be hitting my 1st 5 digit no. in my bank account afta depositing my ang pow money! so happy =)

thank you pineapple tarts, i have gained 9475grams.

2010-02-14T00:52:00.001+08:00

it's chinese new year again.

good to hav ang pows.

bad cuz im ah zhai and i lyk to stay at home.

2010-02-11T22:29:00.004+08:00

IT'S A BAD BAD DAY TODAY.

- woke up having a throbbing headache. opened my eyes to see the world spinning. forced a slice of bread down my throat so that i could eat panadol w/o empty stomach. ended up vomitting all da bread out. haha. thinking bout it, i havent vomitted for ages...hav been havin this sickness once every few months. BUT it's not good to hav it today because i'm having a long day from 10-7.30. NO BREAK IN BETWEEN.

- it took me a decade to realise how foolish i have been. well, at least i took a decade. it isnt too late yet. haha. sorry man, u're blacklisted. no wonder mummy n daddy hav always told me tt u're no good, but i onli got to realise it nw.

BUT, IM PROUD OF ONE THING.

- i successfully survived today! 10-7.30 straight of lessons plus running to and fro from different faculties. surviving on onli 2 delifrance bread for lunch + dinner. yay!

and thanx to MELISSA TAN FENG YI!!! for being there wen i needed her. luvs her to da max. heehee =) thanx for hearing all my complains man.

2010-02-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

this is a very busy week for me. so busy so busy that i can onli mit wilfred for 45mins! the shortest meeting in history man.

things to complete:
1)studying for tue's CA
2)mkt tut + case study
3)reading up for geog lab session aka CA
4)bio tut article
5)bio lab report
6)mkt webcast (lagged by 1 wk)

OMG OMG. so busy lyk siao so i've planned out v.carefully.

today i completed mkt tut and case study. i've oredy completed half of the studying for tue's CA. tom i end sku at 12 so i can come home n study for da whole day. and i also finished my bio tut article. and im starting on my lab report.

on tue afta da bio CA i come home n do my lab report due on fri. wed is my offday so i can finish it up and also read up my geog notes to prepare for the CA on thur.

afta sku on thur (6pm) finally it ends my super duper busy wk. i'll come home to play farmville, and to watch my mkt webcast.

fri is my offday too! so i shall diy bleach my hair in da morning, play wif marcus in da afternoon or shop for cny clothes or mit up wif wilfred, den at nite go for lou hei wif L2 gang!!

woohoo~~i muz stick to my plan now. MUST or i'll die v.terribly.

2010-01-31T12:39:00.002+08:00

I'M SO PACKED WITH HOMEWORK EVEN THOUGH I ONLY HAV 4 MODS I CAN'T BREATHE. WAT BOUT NXT SEM I HAVE TO TAKE 6 MODS AND I MOST PROB WILL DIE OF EXHAUSTION. BAD LUCK BAD LUCK.

STUPID LASER PRINTER. PAPER JAM HAPPENS 80% OF THE TIME.

KNNBCJB. LEARNT THIS FROM AN OLD LADY AT KOPITIAM YTD. =)

2010-01-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

i'm worried. i'm scared. but there's nothing i can do except to wait and hope that the pple will grant me my appeal. and i can nv hav a fitful rest any day it's not done. i duno what i can do really. wat if dey reject my appeal? means i hav to graduate late since i onli hav 4 mods tis sem? or means nxt yr i muz take 6 mods which will most prob kill me as i'll be in lvl 2000 den?

it's scary to think of tis really. but i cannot do anything now which makes me feel the worse. if i can call up and plead wif dem or anything i'll feel so much better. but i can't do anything now. i've already looked up da lecturer, talked to them, send them emails, call CORS. and all they say is to wait till round 3b is over. the longer the wait, i tink the chance gets lower. i duno i duno i duno wat to do.

isnt da ultimate aim of getting into uni to get a good honours degree? if i stop at bachelor's degree, wont i be even worse off then a diploma? wat if this appealing stuff will affect my cap n i cant get into honours.

wilfred asked me to be optimistic. he said dere's no use worrying or tinking about tings i can't control or do now. it'll juz make me feel worse... at least i'm trying... =)

sorry frens if i've been super cold/unfrenly/ignorant/pangseh u guys, but right now i'm really not in da mood to do anything. until i get my mods, i can't feel any better k.

2010-01-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

i'm going crazy pissed fustrated irritated cuz of bidding.

and im doing this for da nxt 3/4 yrs of my uni life every sem.

either i get modules that i dun really lyk, or i cant fit modules that i lyk into my timetable.

i see white hair i see white hair i see white hair.

2009-12-31T14:47:00.002+08:00

WOW! time flies really fast.

wilfred has been OOC for nearly 2 months already! and this sun he'll be goin back to his pro term. i feel wierd though. lyk suddenly i wont b seeing him so much anymore... but its sooner or later de bah. either jan or april recourse. i would of cuz prefer him to recourse in jan... if nt he'll commission really really really late if he joins da april batch. but tinkin of all da super tough trainings he did previously, nan mian will feel abit worried.

and it's 2010 in 9hrs~ good or bad? i duno. i juz noe i HATE BIDDING. omg, i hate planning my own timetable cuz all da tings i lyk and i wan will clash wif my allocated modules and i hav to take up some other shit tings tt i dun lyk n i dun wan. and still muz fulfill da requirements. URGH!! i wana go back to pri/sec sku wen life was super carefree!!!

and i break record of eating lunch at 4.30pm ytd cuz of work which was super super busy. had to call up so many pple until im havin a sorethroat now. haha. oh well, tis sun is my last day! FINALLY! haha.

I LOVE MY FRENS. =) my listening earS!

2009-12-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

i'm super duper looking forward to da 24th/25th xmas slpover party at my hse!! woohoo~~we will play,watch,gossip all nite. haha. n my first magic show wif wilfred! heehee. =) im a magician!

been at work lyk crazy. squeezing my brain to tink of qns. onli a few days n im almost dying. i really wonder how i survived 8 months tt time doin da same ting. muz be i too long nv do le, brain rusty nw cannot function properly.

and nw my seat is facing da glaring sun which nv fails to make me slpy. esp afta lunch, wif da aircon and eyes dry cuz da light is so glaring... i've been trying to stay awake but a failed attempt. urgh!

gotta go back to work tom! *eeks* but no choice i need money badly! so oh well~~~ juz a few more days left!!

2009-11-29T19:32:00.001+08:00

shit. im in a holiday mood now when exams are not even over.

i've been slacking lyk crazy since wednesday. studying onli a little bit per day... imsodead.

shit shit shit shit shit.

2009-11-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

im so screwed for chem. shit.

2009-11-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

juz got a call from bf.

he's ooc now cuz he has not cleared some of his medical history tinggy tt he experienced some time back. inevitably he's abit disappointed cuz he will needa recourse 2 months ltr. im oso abit disappointed too, cuz i noe he's been working v.hard n he was always telling me bout da brunei trip and everything about jcc. last wk we still went to eat buffet... could tell he was unhappy. but hope he sorted out his thoughts le, n see da positive side. he can take a rest, he can recover well, he can spend more time wif me cuz it's my holidays soon!!! heehee.

so he wont be goin to brunei anymore...his ord and commisioning oso extended. im oso a little bit relieved though. cuz at least i noe he'll be safe in singapore. haha...

oh well. nw i muz study study study for tom ca!!!

2009-11-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

juz came back from buffet with bf today. woah, damn bloated. i stuffed myself with salmon sashimi though. like 50% of what i ate was salmon sashimi. eat until it's too raw n i wana puke den i stopped. i tink i ate 50 pieces. hahaha...

orchard was so crowded!! cuz of da apec tinggy... didnt get to see obama. i duno whether he would be dere or not leh. but imagine seeing him in real life, so cool!

den somewhere near tanglin mall got this fake snow tinggy to celebrate christmas which is lyk super early. but it's all soap foam. felt lyk playing de, but sure get v.dirty how to wash. plus i wearing shoes n socks. bu fang bian... n all are kids playing. i better dun go n dui lian..

good luck to bf for his brunei trip nxt wk. sun, 2.55am. cant send him off, but i still wish him the best.

2009-11-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

this day of last yr was the first day of A levels. i rmbing doin a gp paper, choosing an unpopular composition qn to do, thinking i screwed it up totally by crapping.

today of this yr, i juz got to know im way way way below mean for chem mid terms. i seriously hate chem. cant do chem duno why they force me to do. damn... sadded sadded. super sadded. its still 20% summore. wonder how much i will fail in da final terms.

and tom is ss test. urgh... no mood to study anything liao.

2009-10-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

in juz 2 days, i got spammed by emo-ness like crazy.

mon:
- some stupid pple made me so pissed in lecture. im NOT your webcast lecture shithead.
- dun wana go for yeye bdae celebration. it'll b damn boring and nothing to do dere. cant go for chan's bdae dinner too. he'll prob hate me. haha.

tue:
- first time seeing a fren smoke. i dun hav frens who smoke, so i was quite shocked and saddened too. felt my opinion of this fren changing... although he is really a nice guy.
- got below mean for my lab report. i got 4.0/5. mean was 4.2/5. super sadded. put in so much effort somemore. slpless nites all wasted.... =( =( =(

nobody to talk/complain to about all these nw tt boy is in field camp.

hope tom will be a better day...

2009-10-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

I HAD A DREAM YTD NITE... v.wierd dream.

i dreamt tt i had a great grandmother staying with me. and she has a v.bad temper and has a pet tarantula. she doesnt lyk strangers in the house, and no one muz disturb her wen she's slping.

den bf came to my hse one day. and my mum told us we muz stay v.v.v.v.quiet and not wake her up. but bf was v.noisy so i hushed him by moving him to my studyroom and closed the door. i asked him to help me cut stickers/ paste stickers (cant rmb) while he stayed in my room to pass time...

i went to the kitchen to help my mum wif dinner i tink. den the tarantula CAME! and funny ting was that it had a baby's pacifier in its mouth! (i tink i muz b too tired taking care of marcus until i dream tt a spider sucks pacifer...) and it came charging at us. mum and i had to jump around to avoid stepping on it and avoid its poison sting!! hahaha.

den bf started making alot of noise in studyroom. so i went in to see. HE ANYHOW CUT MY STICKERS AND SPOIL THEM! i was v.angry, and he was oso v.angry cuz i totally ignored him and left him dere on his own. den we quarelled and wanted to break up!! HAHAHA. nw im laughing at my dream. (we're fine ok..)

in the end he gave in to me... but i was still v.angry and refused to tok to him. den he kip following me around and asking me to forgive him. den I WOKE UP.

so...dreams are opposite of reality? muz be... told him about tis dream and he was oso laughing at me. =(

but he also had a stupid dream. he dreamt tt he loved zeezee and killed my birds. me and my dad were v.angry and we broke up. HAHA!!! (why always break up????)

oh well... today is our 26th month tgt. yay! =) HAPPY 26TH MONTH to bf!! heehee.

2009-10-10T15:54:00.003+08:00

MY RABBIT IS CRAZY.

she used to be litter trained but now she pees everywhere.

she used to be timid but now she's scaring me all the time.

MY RABBIT IS CRAZY.

i ended my exam marathon! =)
goin out for dinner wif wilfred ltr! =)
down wif flu! =(
have a lab report to complete by tis wknd! =(
having a crazy rabbit hugging my leg and biting me! =(=(
goin for a wedding dinner nxt mon! =)=)=)
collecting my online shopping clothes (26 pieces) nxt mon! =)=)=)

2009-10-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

chem test - not v.gd =( i lost 10m cuz i couldnt draw a mechanism...

biochemistry test - ok not bad...i tink i lost bout 4marks out of 20.

genetics test - better. =) but i duno if im right or wrong... haha but at least i could answer all.

econs test - COMING SOON... yikes!

2009-09-26T23:14:00.002+08:00

daddy bought a new cage for zeezee today! it's a bungalow! so huge and has 3 levels!! nw wen i sit dwn zeezee is so much taller den me.

he's super happy n super proud nw. last time wen nala came, he had to giv up his cage to her and move 2 a smaller one. nw tt he has a new cage for his bdae prezzie (he came on 10-10-2006) he is soooooo anxious to explore around! haha. =) but i tink in a few weeks he will destroy it oredy bah since his mouth so itchy. bite non stop de.

nala n zeezee are dropping their fur. zeezee's eye has a patch n nala has a bald patch at her neck. daddy went to buy medicine for dem. something tt muz drip into their water de. and both of them started drinking water lyk in gallons!! i tink da medicine muz b really sweet n yummy. hopefully their fur will grow back. person said either they were too stress or weather too warm. i dun tink they are stress leh.

bathed nala ytd... cuz she stinks so badly. ended up i was da one being bathed. i had a big bruise cuz i knocked myself while trying to chase her. and i had to blow her dry for an hour or so... her fur is even thicker than my entire's family hair lah. rah.

but da wierd ting is, she started mating me lyk a male rabbit after her bath. which is kinda scary... last time she nv bother me de leh.. dun even lyk me to touch her unless i hav food lah. but nw she automatically come n slp at my feet, den grab my leg my hand any part of me to hug and mate???!!! y all my animals lyk tt de?!?!?!?! RAHHHHH. sis say it's juz hugging leh, not mating. oh well. HOPEFULLY. it's still scary though, her sudden change in behaviour.

scared scared scared of mon's chem test. i always suck at chem!!! but bf is treating me to dinner on mon nite! YIPPEE!!! =)=)=) my motivation!

sucky lab reports. labs are fun, but reports are not.

2009-09-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

I SCREWED UP MY SS CLASS TEST. DAMN~~~#%$@! so disappointed wif myself even though i studied so much. urgh!

recess break tis wk is for studying. not for resting. i hav 4 tests coming up in da nxt 2 wks. haiz. where got time to even relax. slacked on sat n sun and i really feel so guilty le. HAIZ.

hopefully a miracle will happen.

2009-09-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

I AM SUPER CLUMSY, BLUR, STUPID, DUMB TODAY!

1) went to sku and decided to use da shortcut to go to my lt for chem lect n i had to cut through the track. sky was dark but it wasnt raining yet. and lightning struck right IN FRONT OF ME. i jumped. literally. abit scary tinkin tt i almost died. hahaha...

2) so i hurried off and ran to my lect hall. had to climb a flight of super long steep stairs. i tripped at the first few steps. lab goggles dropped out. got pple see me. nvm, i pick up and continue walkin. afta lyk 3 steps i tripped AGAIN. lab goggles fell out AGAIN. same pple look at me AGAIN. shit.

3) went to chem lab afta chem lect... me and lab partner added in wrong indicator. 1st result turned out wrong and cannot be redone since timing is a factor in this experiment. nvm, ltr i was lookin at qns n tinkin how to do it. had to refill NaOH into the burette. but i took the closed beaker wif acetone which is super volatile n wanted to pour it into the burette. oredy open the cover, got ready da funnel le. almost poured when i smelt some wierd smell which is not NaOH den i realise it was the acetone smell and i was holding the wrong reagent. HENG i nv pour if not my entire experiment is screwed and my lab report can prepare to fail le. HENG HENG HENG.

duno wat's wrong wif me today... mummy say 7th month the ghosts come n disturb me.

I GOT WEAR DA PROTECTION BRACELET lor.... but still sounds abit scary...

2009-09-05T01:35:00.002+08:00

i'm so dying in uni i tink.

so tired everyday. lyk foreva not enuf slp...

den mug mug mug, tuts and lab reports chiong chiong chiong. and those super chim readings that i can nv understand despite reading them for infinite number of times. STRESS~~~

glad to mit up wif jc frens today. mel, choi, jos, kelvin. kuanteck, hweesheng. haha. and i played daytona wif them! at least even though im tired today, i had fun too! hehehe.

i miss da 8 months long holiday break. like really really really miss those slacky times. like what choi says, mayb i need to do retail therapy. shop online until im satisfied!

URGH!

2009-08-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm suppose to go to social night with bf. but i can't make it cuz i hav bio tutorial all da way till 7pm. and his event starts at 7pm. i cant miss da tutorial cuz 2wks afta tt would be my ca1. 20% of the overall score. soooo... i can't go. bf needs a gurl partner, and i'm here to help him find one. we decided to call this:

OPERATION DESPERATE WILFRED

HAHAHAHA. wilfred is bf's eng name btw.

so right now the details i know:

venue - some high class hotel not decided yet
date - 18th sep
time - 7pm-10pm
dresscode - formal
cost - 80 per pax and this is TOTALLY forked out by wilfred, so the gurl won't need to pay a single cent

pls pls pls help me!! if u can make it, and wana meet more guys who are OFFICERS =), pls inform me k. v.v.v.desperate liao...

2009-08-10T18:19:00.003+08:00

orientation is finally over!! so tiring... but i tink i had really great fun dere. getting da best OG really makes all da insect bites, sunburnt skin worthwhile. hehe...

but sku is starting tom, which is super scary... duno why i feel so nervous. *shivers* i am 100% sure i will get lost in sku, esp wen i go over to arts fac for lects n tut. I HAV NV BEEN DERE!

bf treated me to da buffet dinner ytd! super yummy... but he didnt tell me it was a buffet lor, den i still go n eat so much lunch. rahhh... but ytd i tink i stuffed myself to da max lah. we ate 5/6 lobsters i tink. HAHAHA. and i ate one big big big plate full of salmon sashimi. took alot of marshmallow with chocolate fondue. HAHA. im lyk a typical singaporean lah. i onli eat those ex stuff. those salad wateva i all skip! HAHAHA...

didnt say the pledge at 8.22pm even though he wanted to do it. muz be ns tt instilled so much patriotism in him. heehee. but we were in a restaurant... EEKS. nobody did it, so we didnt too. hahahaha...

i haven get my online shopping clothes yet!!! muz trouble over wat to wear everyday. sibeh sian...

2009-08-03T14:36:00.002+08:00

came back from SOW part 1 and kena fever, sorethroat, flu, body aches, diarrhoea!

went to see a doc today. gave me mc for 7 days! URGH! suspected h1n1.

but i took a nap n im totally okie nw! fever subsided to onli 37.7 degrees, down from 39.4 earlier in da morning. body aches are all gone. no flu, no diarrhoea, NOTHING!

i tink i juz lack of sleep lor. den suay suay during tis h1n1 period fall sick. haiz...

I AM OKAY I AM OKAY I AM OKAY!

2009-07-27T10:36:00.002+08:00

yippee!!! =) luckily i got in orientation!!! i was placed on da waiting list at first cuz da orientation was full. heng nw got vacancies, so me choi and mel can go in!

but all 3 of us are pursuing different majors leh. so sad... =(

so orientation is starting tis wed, and ending on da 8th aug. my holidays are coming to an end very soon! no more time to play neopets and my sims liao. abit sad and scared cuz muz study again, abit excited cuz it's a totally new life. haiz.

army boy is gone for his field camp at tekong for 10 days le! no hps allowed too... but at least during tis period im oso busy wif orientation, so it isnt tt bad as compared to wen i hav nothing to do at home n nobody to msg too either. haha.

module bidding is super confusing! i duno which modules to take too. y cant da sku juz decide for us. haiz. make me so fan nao now... hav to fill so so so many forms, go back to sku so so so many times... studying in uni is really troublesome.

sis is coming back on da 7th of aug from japan le! haha. she said she bought alot of tings for us. yippee! but da baby will hav to be sent home cuz needa quarantine my sis mah. but japan isnt tt badly infected wif h1n1. so fast 5 months over oredy~! unbelievable.

2009-07-19T01:20:00.003+08:00

I AM SO ADDICTED TO KBOX. HELP~~~ $$ flying away every session!

i LUV my strawberry tee. can wear in 2 different ways! onli 25 bucks! =)