ok. i'm like that. blogging happily continuously. break for a long time suddenly. and then back again.

it's school i swear. NUS in particular. hahaha. too busy too busy. crazy year 3 is over. and now it's on to the final lap of honours in year 4. somehow im not extremely excited to plan my own protocol for my honours project. it's tough. and i cannot afford to fail. i have to do it well in 1 year. 1 year!!! *pray pray pray like mad* i cannot screw up honours.

well, daddy and mummy left for m'sia for 4 days and they are back now. during that 4 days i suddenly had the same feeling i had in australia. alone. no food. do my own laundry blah blah. and i kind of enjoy the short freedom i had. hmmmm.... daddy and mummy should do this occasionally. not too long though. cuz im still lazy to cook and wash myself now. hehehe. and w/o mummy's cooking i spend so much eating outside. gosh.

and i really hate myself for being such a big sotong. i have no bus pass and i ALWAYS FORGET TO TAP THE EZLINK CARD WHEN EXITING THE BUS. FOOOOOK. seriously, i am wasting my own money topping up my card because i waste them just like that. damn. i need an alarm. that's it, shall set an alarm on my hp to remind me to tap out. stupid me.

so exams are over, but special sem has started. and the universe module isn't treating me exactly well. it's confusing. lecturer isn't very good. and i'm all lost just after 2 lectures. oh well, time to start researching on my own. but before that let me settle the planning for my honours project first. haiz. no holidays for me anymore i guess. sucks.

goodnite. im trying my best to avoid becoming a nocturnal animal. sleep at 12 wake up at 9. my aim. cross my fingers and hope my body will detach itself from the bed in the morning.