over here, there are times when i really feel i'm all alone.

no matter what skype, msn, fb etc technology shit there are, im still physically alone here.

im just rambling. not that i hate sep anymore, not that i hate aussie anymore. just sometimes when i'm alone awake in the middle of the night, i start to think of things. it's like no matter how much we can keep in touch, once we stop skyping/msging it's over. im back to square 1. im all alone.

dont like it when i always lift my expectations and spirits so high and then i end up with none. that crushes me the most.

haiz.