shit. work and assignments have been increasing everyDAY. and i really mean DAY. i duno why the assessment mode here is so different from NUS. but i prefer NUS version though. i have to do funny things like - BOOK review, opinions on ecology, dietary analysis (track what i eat and count the calories), symposium where people present individual topics, BLAHBLAH here. and they all have quite a pretty hefty percentage.

i guess i will be extremely busy now. since almost every week i have something due and have to hand in. i still needa find time to go to the library to borrow textbooks and read. gosh. i am stressed like hell.

today i went for a psychology experimentrix and a really nice girl from psychology in her masters year was in charged of my experiment. the experiment was to test if any spontaneous memories will link to my views on eating and body shape. so i had to answer a long list of questions, and some asked how was my mood and stuff. when she saw that i circled quite extreme options - like moody, anxiety, sad, she asked me why and i explained to her how i'm here for 2.5 weeks and i'm not used to it here and i'm homesick. she was nice to keep smiling and encouraging me though, even though she gave me a reference to UNSW counselling clinic but i wasnt THAT serious lah.

i will keep myself busy wif work to numb everything. i know i barely started but i'm kind of counting down to the day i'm going home. HAHA. how ironic right, for a person who chose to go for SEP. i am still hoping that ONE day (god knows how long it will take), that i will start enjoying sydney. maybe when the weather changes for the better to spring and temperatures increase and nights don't fall so quickly i might start liking sydney. but for now, a big NO.

okay, basically this is how my timetable is like. i start school usually at 10am or 12pm and school ends at 5pm on most days. i go home to cook my dinner and lunch for the nxt day, and sometimes i do laundry too then i bathe and do my work till bout 12am/1am. which means i usually have only 3hrs to study. hmmmm. this is serious. i need to find more time already.

and roomie suddenly talked and laugh in her sleep yesterday which sort of shocked me up! i couldnt figure out what she was saying but after awhile she laughed! this is quite scary and i dont know if i should tell her that. but oh wells, i went back to sleep later and curled up with my hot water bottle cuz it's still freaking cold at night!

i'm actually wearing 8 layers and i'm still cold. this sucks. especially when the wind blows. NO to winter already!!! i need the sun in singapore.

okies time to go back to study. ahhh mugger me. i wish the semester would end soon!!