20.7.10,
i have left this alone too long.
my freedom is coming to an end soon. and on aug 10 i'll be back sitting in lts and dozing off. haiz. can't believe 3 months pass so duper quickly! how can tis happen!!
and i've been back from japan for 1 week oredy. but i feel as if i've juz alighted the plane. shit i'm always living in a world of da past.
officer sim is so busy these days! always having jobs on his hands so he can't come out wif me as often already. =(
M-E A-L-O-N-E.
got really upset by my mum. again. always cheating and lying to me. i tink i'm a fool. a fool to believe her again and again. i hope this time i hav da determination to stop trusting her.
last day of work and i got a patrick toy from ruilin! it's super nice and i was really happy! juz had to get hme and get my mood fouled. freaking irritating.
i'm going out wif choi and mel tom! i said i musn't shop for 1 month but i'm so upset i need to get myself something to cool my boiling blood. my brain is bursting. my heart is scalding.
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